Sometimes when I see you smiling
I know if it's for real or if you're lying
And when I see you crying
I feel the pieces of my heart falling
I know you don't like to assume or talk about it
But I had to talk 'bout it...
When I saw your tears coming to me
I saw one side of you that it's so lonely
I know what you've been through and I'd like to say I'm here
But since you won't talk to me I'll let you just disapear
Since you went away for good
I became what I hated most on you
Nowadays I'm the pretender
I pretend I don’t get it
I pretend I don’t think of it
And I just keep on living while I pretend it doesn’t exist
I even pretend I'm not pretending
Every time that I look at you
I feel my stomach going to my back
And I feel the butterflies partying from there until my neck
And I’m not sure of what’s that
I even tried to get rid of them, but they keep on coming back
I guess I don’t wanna kill you in me
Is it right that you don’t see?
Since you went away for good
I became what I hated most on you
Nowadays I'm the pretender
I pretend I don’t get it
I pretend I don’t think of it
And I just keep on living while I pretend it doesn’t exist
I even pretend I'm not pretending
